Hot Chocolate

I had some amazing hot coca today at West Valley College. I have not yet decided either to go to Deanza or Mission College. I need to decide fast though. But what I have decided on? Majoring in Psychology (basically investigating and understanding the human mind).

Love,
Jenny

Weekend Update

FRIDAY:

Friday went by pretty fast. I was more stoked for the night. While waiting for Alvin to come pick me up in his really compact car. David and I were being really stupid and being hella funny with pillows!...I kept laughing so hard... I went to Valleyfair with Camille, Alvin, James, and myself. (Double Date) We walked around Valleyfair not knowing what the hell we were doing there. Apparently Alvin wanted to get a tux there? After 5 minutes of discussing what we should do, we decided to go to Pinkberry. After telling him no many times that I didn't want anything nor did I want him to pay for me. We decided to just share one. =) I'd say it's worth it to drive all the way to Santana Row just to get some Pinkberry yogurt. Now I understand why Katie is so into it. It was pretty chill just sitting in santana row on the beautiful cum stained benches that had splashes of bird poop on it...very relaxing. After Pinkberry, we went to Greatmall and ended up going to Tapioca after (while Aaron was waiting in his car with Dino infront of my house). We dropped Camille home after then drove to my house. Aaron wanted to play poker so, poker it was! It was so hilarious. Aaron ended up winning the pot which was like 15 bucks? After our typical poker and me being the dealer. They started playing blind man poker...I don't know how it works but it was really funny...and looked like this:


(Don't ask) Everyone stayed until 1 or so in the morning. David came over just to watch tv...lol

SATURDAY:

Woke up around 11 to go on a triple date. It was David Katie, Aaron Lyly, and James myself. We went to Pepper Lunch near Quickly's in Mcarthy Rance. That place was really good. Hopefully my sister comes home this weekend so we can eat there! Plus it was cheap. But i didn't pay =X
Thanks James again =)! Anyways, I was the only one that had to work after at 3...so everyone just went to Greatmall for a bit before I went to work. Work was not as amazing as it should be. I was an Indian's personal shopper for a moment and saw a really unattractive hairy belly at one point during work....argh, don't ask. It was pretty crazy during the time I worked, lot's of clothes in the fitting room so I had to help out. It was us girls in the fitting room talking about Life and little Gap Dramaz. I love my coworkers. <3 That night, I went over to David's the moment I got home. Another poker night once again but I didn't play this time. I was just fooling around, starving as usual and was sitting next to James the whole time. Good luck charm? Nope...lol I need to make more wishes ;)

SUNDAY:

I dread driving my dad to work, such a pain. I depise driving around Story road because of all ghetto road bumps, lumps, potholes, and the damn pedestrians at every stoplight! I feel like I have been working so much lately. I need the money though, for prom and to save up for a car. *cross fingers. =) Work was really slow today, Time just wouldn't get by as it did on Saturday. I was just walking around the Womans section and basically folding the already folded clothes. I had put an item on hold but totally left it there and forgot to buy it. Argh, it will not be there tomorrow, I guarantee it. Once i clocked out, I was super stoked just to get out of Greatmall. I picked up my dad, stopped by a tofu place then went to a family friends house to chill for a bit. (as i thought) I stayed there for an hour, texting on my phone while watching my dad go through 3 bottles of heineken by himself. Oh why is my daddy such an alcoholic? As usual, I'm on aim right now reading Alvin's typical song/lyric quotes...tokboxing, and every so often checking my phone to see nothing new.

I'm having trouble keeping my eyes open, I didn't even want to blog but someone asked me to so here it is. I hope that person enjoys it. =) I'M GOING TO BED NOW.

Love,
Jenny

irritated

why do i have such a racial and materialistic mother????
shiet.

when i don't wear something nice enough for her standards she get's fucking mad?? YOU SHOULD PUT ON MORE MAKEUP, more eyeliner....more this more that.....fuck

and if i want to go hang out with a friend?? why does she have to fucking judge who i hang out with by their background?? who cares if they're fucking indian, black, white, or asian...

it's not like she tells me anything that's going on in her life anyways. always keeping shit from me, never telling me the truth. so why does she bother getting mad when i don't tell her what's going on in mine? fuck i was so pissed earlier.

FUCK. i want to punch someone in the forehead


P.S: I have a prom dress.


Love,
Jenny

hotness

Maybe it's this weather?

I haven't been feeling myself lately. Maybe it looks like i'm fine. but deepdown, behind that fucking smile. something has been bothering me. I can't really express how i feel, my mind has been having a mind of it's own....in a fucked up bubble you can say. Maybe this weather has been giving me a whiplash? Idk...........wtf

School was alright, idk what the mexicans there are trying to do to me though....asking me if i smoke, sending me camaflouged vagina text messages, teaching me sex slangs....finger fucking?
Lord have mercy on my soul....2 more monthes jenny.....2 more months. the only thing that sparked an interest this whole day was the documentary on the columbine high school massacre. O_O

I need to start working out, anyone down for the gym with me? =)

Love,
Jenny

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i just deleted 1000 inbox msgs in my phone.
yes, my phone can hold that many texts. :)

Love,
Jenny

Spring break

Spring break is over. I'm going to miss the poker nights, tokbox parties, and the amazing people i got to know so well over spring break.


pictures:

The zoo with my dad.

pole head

=(


First night of spring break...poker night @ my house.

(I'm getting better at poker....hehe)

LOL @ Alfred...


Alvin borrowed my camera...

PinkBerry! THIS PLACE IS AMAZING. Thanks katie for introducing it to me.


My spring break was overall...amazing.
All i need now is to find my prom dress =X

Love,
Jenny

mustache/cranium party

so last night i went was a mustache/cranium party at my sisters friends house...it was tons of fun...!

let the pictures do the talking!....


my amazing mustache that jordan drew.


this is Jordan


thu, jordan, and me with our serious expressions


my sister drawing her earthquake mustache

the creepy hair shedding cat.

got home pretty late, decided to go to sleep then was like EF IT.
TOKBOX PARTY. =)

Love,
Jenny

poker night

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
IM JENNY

Push Over..

work today was so irritating...

so this girl that i work with (hopefully she doesn't read this but who cares) is hella annoying. everytime i work with her, most of the time she's in the fitting room....so she has to put all the clothes back to their appropriate spot on the floor. Well, her lazy ass always comes to me. I'd be glad to help her out you know, but the way she asks if so fucking rude. She doesn't ask...it's more of a demand. "Jenny..do this for me. Jenny do that...Jenny put this away" so i got so fed up because she doesn't even say please or even a thank you. So when she told me to put a pair of jeans away for her i was like "You're suppose to do it, not me. don't give me that shit!!!" then she fucking tries to put the jeans on my shoulder. THE FUCK BITCH?!!!!?! Fuck, you're so fucking lazy and bossy.

anyways, school was the usuals. pregnant girls, babydaddys...the usuals.

Love,
Jenny

The Fast and the BI CURIOUS

The Fall Out Boy Concert.

(All the bands look alike -_-)
Waiting for the opening bands...we got there hella early.

Me & Dorothy(coworker)

The Opening Bands:
"Hey Monday"



"CobraStarship"



"MetroStation"



"All Time Low"



Then finally......FALL OUT BOY!


Pete Wentz was going out of control with his guitar...on the floor...



i thought i lost my camera around the end...but i found it. a little boy was nice enough to give it back. i got home around 11:45-12:00am...it was so much fun.

Tomorrow night

is going to be fun. I'm excited to see Fall Out Boy! My dad actually let me go on a school night...sweeeeet. I'm going with my coworker Dorothy and 2 of her friends.



I like drinking naked...



Lol, i told my coworkers that and they started hella laughing when i lifted my naked bottle! :D

Didn't sleep till like 2 or 3 last night. I had a tough night so I just continued reading.

I've been blogging a lot lately!

So I thought the concert was next tuesday but it's this tuesday! I don't think my dad would let me go....but it'll really be like warped tour all over again! All time low, cobra starship, fallout boy...and more! shit, it's like a dream. *CROSS FINGERS.

So today was alright, work was ohgod...don't get me started. I don't like helping people who can't understand english....I had to bust out my weak spanish skills from like freshman year...gayed.

I was suppose to be over at David's for a little Icecream night! But i'm tired...I had to pick up my dad from work and like stay for his little kareoke shit.

I REALLY NEED SOME PICTURES, MAN. hehe

I AM GOING TO..

THE FALLOUT BOY CONCERT ON NEXT TUESDAY
@ San Jose State =)
Can't fucking wait.

What's on my mind...

I'm so glad that I have great friends and a sister that are so supportive of me. :)
Handling everything better than I would ever expected and I'm so happy about that!

I seriously, can't wait for spring break *just one more week...just one more week*

(I need to take more pictures to put it on here)

I just woke up...I need food. I need to shower...I need to do my laundry...I need to get ready for work.

Love,
Jenny

I woke up at 7am like a complete dumbass thinking that there was school. Got dressed, got ready and realized it was Saturday. -_- Then I just crashed in bed. I woke up around 9 or 10. Hung out with David most of the day! Good Neighbor Bonding Time! Hahaha. We went to cupertino to pick up a car part and then went to Greatmall so i can pick up my paycheck. Did a free survey thing and got paid to do it...I got 2$! hahah =) David did too. I was about a movie that's coming out in the summer and we had to answer questions and shit. Then went to Safeway, the bank and back to Davids house and chilled. Brought over my TeenDriving stuff and just (almost) finished it over there. I had a great conversation with my sister. I love her<3

So, I got home awhile ago and just caught up on some of my reading (New Moon-Stephenie Meyer) and so far...I don't really like it..It's depressing.

I'm waiting for my dad to get home to check on the meat that I left in the oven for him...that blob of meat is taking so long to cook...! Can't wait till I get to go to Starbucks tonight around 8 and chill with 2 of my coworkers. I love that, I wish I can do that more....just go to starbucks, talk and chill. Then after, I'm having a little get together at my house. Can't wait.

That dream...was so real...

Thank God It's Friday!

I'm so happy it's the weekend. So much I want to do. I'm really happy with myself right now. The past year has been a crazy roller coaster and I think that I'm just better off single right now. I want to have fun and I don't want anything or anyone holding me back. That's the whole beauty of it.

So today after school, chilled with my friend Gabe from school! We hung out at the park and was just talking about our lives and shit. I love meeting someone and right off the bat, getting into a deep conversation! It twas' fun.

Then later tonight, it's POKERNIGHT! Ahh, can't wait to play! I should be getting ready.

I must rent Slumdog Millionaire!!! =D

it is Windaaay!

Did some errands with my dad today and finally picked up my work schedule! I'm finally working again! I'm working on the 5th,6th, 9th, and 11th. sweeeeet.

Got invited to go watch Fast and Furious tomorrow but not sure if I'm down to go. I get insecure going with a group of people I'm not that close with. (people from school)

So my friend from Middle school, Laura C. came back to visit after 4 years! We hung out at Outbacks with other people too. It twas' fun. I didn't stay long though.


me and my dad.


Me and Laura

Me, Alvin, and Laura :D