vent

I need a new job.
I'm so fed up about my managers. They don't give a shit about me, my coworkers or anyone. All they want, is to get those gap credit cards. All I want is to be given the respect I fucking deserve. I'm tired of standing on my feet for 4...6...8 hours and find out right when i'm about to clock out that they want me to stay an extra like 4 hours. Like, shit....I mean, I know we're fucking busy and shit but acknowledge that I have a fucking life besides work. I don't want to be glued around thsi hell hole. You guys are fucking shady as fuck. I can't stay here till fucking 11-12pm fixing shit making it look perfect when the next fucking day it's gonna get fucked up by an angry mob that are looking to get those stupidass discounts. Like holy fuck, the clothes are already cheap goddammit. I am not gonna give you no senior discount, or vietnamese discount because I'm fucking Vietnamese. Stop asking me. and since when did people get so fucking rude? ok, I do something for you because you asked and you don't even fucking say thank you. shiiiiiiiiiiiiit, irritated.
I hate how a certain manager extends me without giving me an option. they don't care that i have other plans, other things to do. if i don't stay? I won't get scheduled, my job will be on the line....people will get mad....whole shit happens. Like fuck.....I feel like my head is gonna explode out of proportion....FUCK.

"Stop complaining and do something about it" -my sister

Quick updates

-I am on my 3rd day as a Pescetarian. Harder than I thought, especially for someone who loves meat. Let's see how long I can last! =)

-My dad's friend works at "Sushi King" in McCarthy Ranch on Saturday nights. He effin' hooked us up. We ate endless sushi for free! So good..

-Last night, for the first time, I went to That's Yogurt w/ Katie, Jimmy, Alvin, Lisa, David. Sadly, Stefani was not working!


-David taught Jimmy how to drive stick last night also. He's a fast learner! (The Andrew Pose)-Man, I work too much.....sick of it...
-I am currently reading: "The Little Book of Letting Go"

Love,
Jenny

BBQ/Poker

Took the light rail to work with James and Alvin....got screwed over big time. FML

Alfred picked me up with Dino and we headed towards Katie's house.The food was so good. Happy Belated Birthday Katie! I had a good time! Here are some pics:

NEIGHBOR

I'm too embarrassed to show the funny picture....

The cake was so good! =D

Andrew's guitar playing skills are so relaxing......

Poker addicts...

Um...NO HOMO.

TONIGHT: Sushi w/ my dad. His friend will hook it upppppp.

Love,
Jenny

Decoding Love

Had lesson#2 on driving stick. According to my Alfred, I'm not that bad. Apparently, I make good transitions! lollllll...

Today was overall alright. Driving stick part made it a lot better. I had a total meltdown earlier and I just wanted to slap myself after. Noticed that David came home, so I went over there and we just took a walk. =) I love having him as a neighbor! Always there for me when I need that sort of comfort.

Tomorrow is PAYDAY. Excited that I'm not going to be broke no more. Must start saving again! I think I'm gonna take the light rail tomorrow to work then Alfred is going to pick me up and we'll head over to Katie's for the BBQ. mmm....BBQ. Can't wait. Oh, and I want to say thanks again to James for getting me this awesome book that I hella wanted. I've been glued to this baby for the past couple of days. Love,
Jenny

Dude,

WTFFFFFF

On Cloud9

The most anticipated day for the past month, weeks, days finally came. Saturday was a hectic day. Started off waking up, and driving my dad once again to work. Went back home, put on a simple brown dress and drove to Ed Levin Park up in calaveras for Michelle's 20th bday bbq! ...Now I know why all the car heads go up their...the roads are fucking intense and having no reception didn't help either! Especially since I got lost and drove past a renaissance festival. I was amazed that those actually exist! I ended up eventually finding the bbq after driving home and calling a few people. The bbq was amazingly brilliant expect the fact that I had to go home early. Hey, I had to get ready for prom you know! I drove home after picking up James and picking up the boutinnere. We chilled at my house for a bit then Jimmy Trinh came over. The 2 boys ended up outside watching Oceans eleven playing cards while I got ready! Let me just skip to the chase and leave all the boring shit out. Jimmy's date, Kelly finally came over. So after finishing, my sister came home and we just started taking pictures. =)



Then my sister HAD to invite some of her friends over...lol, i didn't mine! They were all so nice!




























































Claim Jumpers was really good. James and I shared a meal because I was already full from the bbq earlier. Prom was overall really fun. It was so hot in there though. The DJ, in my opinion was ok. He played some wierd songs...like...How can you play Jackson five ABC123 after Tell me when to go? Like it just doesn't go with the flow. Anyways. The after prom plans we originally had didn't go through so James and Jimmy came over to my place. We were effin' bored out of our mines waiting for Alvin. He ended up coming over and we were like EFIT. Let's go to Kathy's hotel and we all went in Alvin's little scion to Kathy's hotel thing. I dranks ofcourse and ended up feeling warm in my tummy! (if you know what i means.) I was just hella messing around with Jamie in the room...goodtimes Jamie!

























































Everyone else was outside of the room. Plus, we were watching over Kathy! That girl hella knows how to party. hahah =) lol anyways

I wonder if I forgot to mention anything?

Let's travel to Sunday. Mother's day! Had breakfast with my mom then after went home. Hella needed a ride to work, so I ended up calling Jason! So nice that he could give me a ride...didn't want to take the lightrail. Work was ok, everyone was asking about prom and good thing I brought my camera so I could just show them the pics. After work, met up with Jason at starbucks and we just chilled and talked while I ate my Tuna sandwhich. I think I have a new favorite drink at starbucks....it's whatever Jason had...it was AMAZING. jizz in my pants amazing. (sorry, had to say that because it was THAT good). Uhm yeah, we just talked about life and shit and he just drove me home!

So back to reality: A lot has been on my mind. I feel lost at times and just totally not myself. All I want, is to be happy. and if i'm not happy, i can be the most depressed person you will ever meet.

























































Love, Jenny

PROM

WAS FUCKING AMAZING.
I'll update photos and everything later. =)!

good day

I had a good day. School was great, After school I went to James's house--got some tapioca + watched Bridewars. Bought a $2 dollar scratcher and won....$3. =). Went across the street to David's house....had a camera whore session.

Love,
Jenny

compliment? insult?

I'm about to start working...2 minutes late. As I walk in my coworker goes"Here comes Jenny lost" my reaction? "-_- HUH?" Apparently, i always have a lost look on my face like I'm just staring into space and just dozing off at work. "You always look lost. Like your just staring at nothing but don't take that as an insult...that's a compliment"

Now I'm just too worried of having a lost look on my face that I look even more retarded than before. So, I guess I'll just take that as an insult? LOL

Love,
Jenny

Stick

Learned how to drive stick today.
Drove Alfred's blue hatchback. I like I like.
hehehehe