"My hook is dry"

Last night was so much fun....

YUMMMM


Love,
Jenny

Andrew says

stylinonya: keep your room messy

stylinonya: a clean room is a sign of a wasted life

Fail to Clean

I fail to clean my room....I told myself a week ago that today..MONDAY..I'm going to stay home and clean my room, do laundry, do my nails....and prep for the new year but yet again, i failed. I woke up today at 1 in the afternoon after a long night of Cranium + Truth or Dare, and long talks with Keith, Will, and Cruz. I spent most of today reading on pathetic yahoo features about a 235 year old elm tree, a bridge, and top viral videos...it was really pathetic of me. But shit, my room is still messy!! My next cleaning day goal will be on Wednesday...I'm going to turn off my laptop and give it to my dad so he can lock it up. Fuck the internet!

Love,
Jenny

Canon SD780

...playing around with the new camera...


Love,
Jenny

Christmas

My Christmas was great. I spent Christmas at my aunts house with my cousins and a spiritually possessed lady (Don't ask.) It's very rare to have my moms side together. So it was really special spending time with them and funny...lol


My mom got me a sweet camera for Christmas....finally...votography is back!


Love,
Jenny

FERREAL

I'm done trying to be friends with you.

-Don't be mad if I don't text you back.
-Don't show up across the street expecting me to come out and say hi.
-Don't ask to come over and chill for 10 minutes...
-Please don't come in my work.
-Don't text me saying, "Do you want to go eat yogurt. I will pay."

It was nice while it lasted but seriously, I think it's time for you to move on.

Love,
Jenny

TUESDAY

I did NOT want to get out of bed today......I needed to catch up on my sleep and I think I did....I had a horrible dream though that woke me up around 5AM. I realized...no one picks up at that damn time.

I decided to bike to work today...which...was MY HOUSE to GREATMALL. The weather was mad windy. It was weird....like I wore my AA jacket and my north face and bought my work clothes to change....4.53 Miles. It was hella windy...biking against the wind hella slowed me down. But I got through it and ended up just laying in one of the Greatmall hallways. I was super dehydrated....lol but whatever! It was hella embarissing though, my coworker hugged me and was like "dude, your all moist..."

After working 5-CL (like always...) I got home around 1:30.
Shit happened.
Then Keith & Will called...the ended up picking me up with Amber. We had played 2 crazy/intense/hardcore pf Cranium!! First it was me and will then boys vs. girls: amber and me. We were so close to winning!! Ugh...it was so funny though....kind've made me feel better from the shit that happened earlier. Then I got dropped off and now I'm here. Christmas is just around the corner! I don't have work tomorrow and YAY! I just got payed....muahah

To You, from Me

You know....I meant it when I said I wanted to be friends. Shit, I was looking forward to Christmas in the Park too. A night just away from everything. From work, friends, school, stress....just to spend time with someone who cared about me. Someone who cared for shit I had to say. Someone that can put up with all my bullshit. Well, I guess it's better for you and for me. I mean, I was to fault because I didn't bother texting back or calling back when I knew I had the time. I mean....I remember saying to you "You can always have time to text or call someone." and I guess...that was me being a hypocrite. Which I know I am at times...or most of the time....I'm sorry for not being there for you when you needed me. You wanted one thing out of our friendship, I wanted something else. I hope you find someone that beats the hell out of me. I know you will.

Love,
Jenny

A Weird Update

My Vice principal is hitting on me...
My manager talked shit and said that I'm not a real girl because I don't have boobs or a butt.
I hate getting paid every Friday. I'm going broke so fast...
My room is so messy that I forgot what the color of my floor was...
I just got an overdraft fee.
I think I secretly hate Christmas...life is more simple without the gifts.
My car swerved in the rain the other day...Let's just say that I drifted to make it sound hardcore.
I bought the movie Superbad for $4.99, what a deal.
The light is on for my gas....fuck
I have to work on Christmas Eve....1-CL

What's new?

Love,
Jenny


What's new?

My Pet Peeves:

1. HAIR: I don't like hair anywhere else besides the human body. I don't like hair in the tub, hair appearing in my food...or hair on the floor
2. When people think they know everything.
3. Windshield wipers...the triangle on the bottom middle that it can't reach...
4. Calling someone and telling them "I'm on my way, be outside in 2 minutes!" Then I end up waiting 10 minutes.
5. How my gas meter is unpredictable
6. People who talk shit about someone they don't know.
7. People who talk shit.
8. Girls who wear excessive makeup....who knows whats under there....
9. Singers or rappers who use a voice over like...(Lil' Wayne)
10. Needing to poop after I shower...
11. People who play excessive amount of poker...20 dollar buy in?
12. When I'm in a rush...and the light rail comes...or when I'm hitting every red light
    
13. "UGLY" riced out cars with a big ACURA on the front window...
    
14. People who can't park....look out for my "parking violations"
15. The ants in my bathroom....where the fuck are they coming from??
16. When I'm in the drive thru and then realizing that going inside would've been a lot faster.
17. People who call me" JenJen"....fuck you valorie
18. When my renter doesn't cover up her used pads in the trashcan.....fucking gross
19. How an elephant stuffed animal fell on my keyboard and broke the W button.
20. How my HP laptop webcam suddenly broke out of nowhere..........
21. My dad's excessive kareoke nights to himself...he says he's bored when really he's practicing for his friends when they come over so he can say "I've never tried this song...I'm going to try it..." then it makes his friends things he's HELLA good.....-_-

There's more but I'm going to be late for work....

Love,
Jenny

eargasm!!!!

The 500 Days of Summer soundtrack is soooo gooooooooood.....

Love,
Jenny

Busy Bee.

I've been so busy with school and work lately. Work has been taking a lot of my time. They give me more hours than I actually want. At gap, they always gave me 3-4 hour shifts. At Calvin Klein, I've never had a 4 hour shift...odd to say...! I guess it's good cause I'm keeping myself busy. They usually make me close so I don't have time to go to the gym at night like I want to. When I get off school, I have to start on homework and projects so I don't have anytime....man, this sucks. My day offs are very valuable and don't come often.

Love,
Jenny

Massive!

School today was MASSIVE. Interesting/busy day.

HAVE YOU EVER HELD A BOMB?

I can say that I have! This shit is legit. It's REAL! But there's nothing in it..

When school was over, i walked to my car finding an ENORMOUS bird poop on my window. Like wtf...did an eagle take a crap on my car???? Then on my front window ....there was even MORE bird poop but just little white spots scattered around.....I gave my friend Tommy a ride home ...I wanted to puke. He turned the water squirter on and it made all the poop worse......now its just clumped up on the side.....Id show a picture but that shit was so gross. The funny thing was...my car was the only one that was hit by the bird shit.


UGH.

Love,
Jenny

SUNDAY.

My mom treated me out to "Jang Su Jang-Tofu Korean BBQ." This place was fancy schmancy in El Camino. The food was great. My mom has such great taste in food.
Before we ate at the fancy restaurant, we looked around this small asian mall. I fell in love with The Face Shop! My mom said she talked to the owner a while ago and she plans on opening one at Grand Century Mall?...I'm not going to lie, I'd be hella happy if my mom opened one.

An, if your reading this, I bought us some moisterizing face masks! HEHEHE.

Love,
Jenny

WTSHMUCK?

Because I was bored......

Late Pass-"Girafa"

Hella late pass but, I just learned about Girafa today. He's an amazing Graffiti artist. My friends told me to look him up on flicker and I did....all his work is quite amazing, I must say. I'm impressed. I know nothing about Graffiti but, damn he's good. On my way home today, I listened to MAYDAY PARADE. Awesome band.

Love,
Jenny

GOOD OLD WAR.

PURE GENIUS. My coworker Cruz introduced me to Good Old War and as of right now...I'm obsessed with them. They are absolutely brilliant.

Lately, I've been working my ass off! 5 days in a row of nonstop working. I was suppose to work today but I got the day off. I bought a black dress at H&M! I've been needing to find a black dress and I found one for a good price. Watching the office has been great. The episodes I've missed really do crack me up. I'm glad I bought them on Black Friday!



I "Tagged" for the first time....or so I think I did and this is what I got! I decided to write Supreme :)

Love,
Jenny

Brand New Month!!

YES! It's finally December! I'm excited for Christmas, the holiday lights, Christmas music on 96.5, reading a book with hot coco in my hand. December is finally here!

Work has been somewhat great. I've been getting a lot of hours which is good. Mostly I'm tired because I usually work 5-close. So coming home late is something I'm use to by now.

THANKSGIVING.

was divine. Divorced parents so different dinners. Ate spring rolls for thanksgiving with my dad, my sister + renter. Then drove over to my moms and caught up with my cousin Tony! Had a Thai food thanksgiving which was lovely. Had Apple pie at my sisters friends house after then chilled at David's house for a bit. Did not sleep whatsoever! Went to go picked up Cruz and drove to work at 12AM. I drank red bull but that shit don't work

BLACKFRIDAY

was madness. Finding parking was easy because of the guaranteed parking on the top floor of the parking garage. Getting INTO the parking lot was crazy!!! Great mall was packed full of people. Clocked in for work at the nick of time....the door sensors went off like crazy (fuck you thieves!!) and I ended up having a huge headache! After work, I went to Target and bought The Office seasons for a mere 12 bucks? =)!!!!! I've been watching them like crazy! It's hilarious!

Love,
Jenny

I just crowned my most embarissing moment a few minutes ago.....omfg......I'm so happy noone saw. fuck!!! HAHAHA hella embarissing.........omg

It's official!!!

I decided to get back to the gym. Starting Monday....because I know I'm probably going to gain a lot of weight with Thanksgiving tomorrow.....lol

I bought a planner!! It's super cute. I drew an elephant on it :)

Thanksgiving/Bike.

Thanksgiving is just around the corner. I can't wait because I get to see my sister who I haven't seen in such a long time. The last time she came home was....my birthday...She just got me some new toe clips for my bike which I'm excited about. The toeclips that I have right now are kinda iffy.

I need to bike more! I'm excited to bike around and explore the next day I'm off from work. I've been busy with work, school, and everything else that I had no time to bike. I'm planning on going back to the gym soon though. Maybe switch over to Fitness USA? or maybe stay at Fitness 19? I have to pay some monthly fees that I'm late on at Fitness 19 though....gotta start paying for those.

Reminder to self:

• Doctor's appointment tomorrow.
• Buy a planner.
• Pay the Fitness 19 fee--decide whether or not to go back.
• Sleep earlier.
• Plan out thanksgiving..........Black Friday work 1AM-930AM.
  

...

After 2-3 months of the relationship, I called it quits.
I didn't cry. In fact, I didn't shed one single tear. I wasn't really surprised because all my tears probably went into the week of my period. Jesus Christ...I cried practically everyday...3 times a day. The reason why I thought it was best to break up was because...I couldn't deal with it anymore. I couldn't sit and suffer through the arguments we had anymore. It started off with little arguments. fixable. Then built up to a couple arguments a week. During the arguments, I don't tend to scream, yell or raise my voice which is rarely. I'm just chill. I don't like being yelled at. I shouldn't be yelled at. I shouldn't be yelled at for buying myself food because I was hungry. I shouldn't be yelled at in the afternoon if I forgot to call or text in the morning because I was running late. I don't like guys punching walls when they're angry. or guys that are too clingy. I know no ones perfect. I'm not perfect. But I don't want to be in a relationship when I know I'm not happy.

" For few love can last a lifetime, but for many not knowing when to let go can hold them back forever. "

Love,
Jenny

Dream

Last night...a confusing dream. I was in a shootout with about 5 other people in a weird scenery. cages, rain, blocks of wood...I felt like I was in one of Dino's video games. MW2? haha...just kidding. But seriously though, I was so scared in my dream...I didn't want to shoot people and I was running away from this killer that kept following me. I ended up running out of bullets and ended up hiding behind a big flock of grass. They ended up finding me and I suddenly woke up afterwords.....

Love,
Jenny

More Twilight.....

After school, I picked up Dino around 12:30 and headed to Great Mall to watch Twilight-New Moon. I would say I was a wee bit early....I guess, about 3 hours early? With all the spare time we had, we walked around, talked, ate Hot Dog on a Stick. We also went into the NEW Forever21 because Dino had to talk to his managers. Today was their first official day opened. Walking inside for the first time, I felt so overwhelmed with everything. I didn't know where to look or where to go. So I just walked around and skimmed what I could. If you think the Forever21 in Valley fair is big....wait till you see the one in Great Mall....It's about 4 times bigger! After attempting to look at everything but ending up getting a headache, I decided to just sit outside on the bench. Tomorrow morning is Forever21's OFFICIAL grand opening. They will be handing out gift cards for the first 400 people that show up. I'm still debating if I would like to go or not. I have work at 1pm and I feel like I should be sleeping in for once. But anyways, after the whole Forever 21 drama we left to go eat.

We arrived at Century Theaters about an hour early. We hung out in the arcade and played some pinball which was super fun! Outside the auditorium, there was a small line forming already. We couldn't go in until the ushers cleaned out the auditorium. When they were about to let us in which I think was around 3:30, I looked at the line behind me and it was super long already. I told Dino to hold the drink with two hands and to try to catch up with me. I held the cotton candy and the popcorn. I'm such a loser but I had to admit that I did some shoving to get good seats. Center row and middle. I already knew what to expect when watching Twilight-New Moon the day it comes out, screaming Twilight fanatics. When the lights turned off and the movie started, girls from every corner of the auditorium was applauding and screaming, "Team Jacob! Team Edward!" Especially when Jacob appeared on screen shirtless, all the girls were screaming! It was crazy madness.

Overall, the movie in my opinion is good, not great. There was too much high expectation. In my opinion, the book is much better. :)

Love,
Jenny

Twihards!!!!

Before work, I parked in front of Century Theaters to change the time of the movie from 9:35am to 3:55pm. Shit happened. So...work was so long and tiring as usual. I felt as if it would never end! My dad came to visit and ended up buying a sweater. He was rumaging to find a size small but couldn't find one so he knocked a big stack that I just folded to find one....I got so irritated!!! But I still love him. Then after work, I helllla forgot I parked infront of Century Theaters so I had to walk all the way over there :( But I got a change to look at the crazy Twilight line! Check it out.....

Super Crazy! I'm glad I didn't go to the midnight premeire. Would've probably had to wait there for ages! haha. Right when I got home, I opened a can of Chicken Noodle Soup. It's so warm and delicious! Kind've watery though but it's ok. It's making me full enough. I need to sleep soon, I have school tomorrow. No work tomorrow & Payday! YAY! I love getting paid every Friday. :)

Love,
Jenny

Lately for a while now, I've been really scared to come home after work. I don't feel safe in my house like anything can happen at any time. I don't like the feeling of being at home alone and not having curtains on my kitchen and family room windows. When I come home from work, I call Dino right when I land in the driveway because I tend to have a feeling that someone is watching me. Especially hearing about the Santa Theresa student stabbing and the Halloween homicide....on story road.....like seriously??? I use to live on story road!!!! =(

It's early morning about 7 am right now and I'm about to get ready to go to a MANDATORY staff meeting......ugh, gonna stop by starbucks. but Last night, I had one of the best sleeps ever!

THE BOX is a wierd movie.......I didn't like it =/ Kinda scary for me and just plain weird.

BIG BAYYYBAYY

I forgot what a good sleep felt like. How come noone notified me about the new people closing rule?? Did they just come up with this shit??? Tomorrow will be my 3rd night closing in a row...thats 5 times this week already i believe? Last night I came home around 1230 in the morning......I didnt even get a lunch cause the manager forgot about me and this awesome black guy that i work with!! lol So i think the managers are in trouble for not givin me a lunch but whatever. i wasnt hungry anyways just tired!!! I need to invest in some better black shoes. I'm so tired and stressed out....just thinking about Black Friday makes me cringe and makes me want to fall on the floor and just lay there for hours.....ugh.

I come home from closing and I'm grumpy. I feel bad for my dad cause lately ive been talking to him in such a rude tone. I'm just irritated and tired of my lack of sleep. Then having to wake up for school. But I know theres other people out there that have it much worse than me! I sleep grumpy than I wake up MORE grumpy which isnt pretty at all.....then i tend to snooze which makes me late which doesnt give me any time to eat anything. Then i rush to school and hit every red light and get in trouble and its all the same old bullshit. Lol....total vent session is needed!!!!

For those who is wondering what happened with Coach. Well lets just say those dumbasses lost my application and forgot all about me! so i ended up calling them nonstop and just gave up ....lol whatever. I have another job interview tomorrow at Urban Outfitters. I'm seriously trying to get the fuck out of greatmall. I cant stand smelling anymore smelly people then end up having to spray Calvin Klein colon all over myself that makes me sneeze 3 goddamn times in a row. lol

I havnt even had the change to read the new book I bought at borders a couple nights ago!!! i really hope i can start on it soon. But anyways, on the brighter side....i'm ashamed/embarissed to say this but totally excited just to talk about it but ......... I bought my twilight-new moon tickets yesterday....LOL!!!!! HAHAHAHA im not going at midnight though. gonna go in the morning with dino. I know he wants to watch it but he's just embarissed to admit it.

Love,
Jenny

CK

Today was my first day at Calvin Klein! Since I havn't worked in a while I was really tired when my 4 hours was up...I mostly helped with the floor set because it was pretty slow. On weekdays, I have to wear all black and weekends I wear a while top and black pants. haha. My life no longer consists of color =(

After work, I visited my old workplace...GAP! Aww, I miss everyone there. They want me to come back for the Friends & Family event but I'll think about it. (If I can even go back..) Lol... A few of them are planning on taking me to a Gay Club which....should be highly interesting...

Love,
Jenny

Note To Self

Buy a planner!

Love,
Jenny

Smoke is bad for you!!

Last night, I went home after a couple hours of training at Calvin Klein (Yes, i work there now..). As soon as I get home; my dad asks me to drive him to Savemart then to his friends house. So I did. After dropping him off....I was EXTREMELY close to going over to Dino's house but I listened to my stomach which at the time was growling like a bear so I just drove home.

I parked the car in the driveway...

As soon as I got out, I sniffed the air and it smelled really....BURNT...so I take a few steps closer to my door and didn't really smell much but the fresh air cause I was moving around. But as soon as I reach the front door with the keys in my hand...I smell smoke coming from inside my house. I got really scared so I put the key in and turned it slow because I know it was coming from inside =(!! I opened the door and then opened my kitchen door noticing nothing but smoke covering my whole kitchen. I could barely see (not exaggerating!!) I started coughing and I noticed the pot that my dad ACCIDENTALLY left on HIGH was hella smokey and shit...so I rushed to get a towel and through it on the pot and ran outside and placed it on the floor. I ran back inside to get my phone but I couldn't find it!!! and I couldn't find my house phone....Ugh! I ran to my car coughing... got my phone and called my dad...his friend drove him back home...not even wearing shoes, he runs in and starts opening windows to air out the smoke. and you know what he does???

He yells at me...for not turning on the hoofer w.e it's called and windows and stuff. UGH! I was so mad that I yelled at him....not my fault...

Love,
Jenny

Oakland

i drove to Oakland yesterday. was pretty happy because i left the house before traffic! drove to my sisters place with my bike in the back seat/trunk. parking was a major bitch though! so i ended up just parking at churches chicken...but later was lucky enough to get a parking spot. did some major catching up with my sister while she helped me with my bike! she changed it from single speed to fixed gear which was nice of her. She also got this crazy internship with Mash SF. i'm happy for her!

after,i just rode with her to the library ... which was up this hill! surprised i made it...hahaa got some mexican food after which was pretty cool. rode back home and left the bike at her place. went with her to the laundry place...it was fun cause we were looking online for halloween customes. hahahahhaha cant wait for halloween.. my custome is going to be so stupid! after that, chilled with her...offered to help her pack because she's moving back to SF soon but then after seeing her room i was like...fuck that and continued watching the simpsons and family guy on her tv! and i just left around 7. zoomed home with no traffic :)

love,
Jenny

Keeping myself busy!

I just got a job at Coach Outlet/Great Mall. Haven't started yet but I'm really happy about that!

The interview for Coach Outlet took longer than expected. Everyone was much older than I was. All with tons of retail/handbag experience, or just graduated college! The interview consisted of 3 rounds...first, telling the two managers a little something about yourself. So that was easy but also very nerve racking! Round two, The hiring manager asked everyone in the group interview a different question! So I couldn't steal answers...lol my question was, "Tell us about a time when you went over and beyond for a customer" and 3rd......she asked everyone to get something that was on them or in their purse to sell to them! I did not bring a purse...all I had was my cellphone (which I'm very thankful for). Everyone else tried and selled their purse! Some of them were really good and made me helllllla want a coach purse....but no. I had a million things to say about my phone! hahha All in all, i think i should start working in atleast 2 weeks. =)

Now, I'm just seeing where the interview with Calvin Klein takes me!...Hey, a girl needs options! :)

Love,
Jenny

Halloween beginnings

Driving home from Target....I saw this....
It scared me!! :(

Love,
Jenny

Thoughts--dreams.

Life is amazing.
These past few weeks made me realize as of right now that everything in my life is purely beautiful. Life has it's surprises and its ups & downs...I can really say that I'm happy with where I'm at but yet, when I close my eyes and doze away into a world full of dreams...I wonder why I dream about you...

Love,
Jenny

Biking

These past few days have consists of biking and driving around. More driving though... but hopefully when I decide to splurge some money on a fance U-Lock (which I have to eventually) then I can start biking more! Went biking around Cataldi park around 6 earlier which was pretty sweet. The sky at that time was beautiful. On the other hand, I have a job interview on friday so I'm excited about that but I don't want to talk about it cause I'm scared I'm going to jinx it somehow!

Lovin' my cat sweater....


Love,
Jenny

bang bang

Fatal shooting at greatmall.......hrm, interesting....

Couples Retreat was as funny as I expected it to be. Great movie

Should be doing my laundry..

I went to Valley fair today, applied to a few places and bought a dress from forever21. I told myself secretly inside not to cause I know I'm probably going to run into another girl wearing the same thing but ohwell...I really like it. Anyways, after Valleyfair, I had my first meetup with....Alfred and bought his grip for 20 bucks.

Halloween is coming up fast & I'm still debating if I want to be something or not. Should I spend money on a costume that I will probably only wear once? or make a costume that's going to be incredibly crappy for cheap? lol....I'll think about it.

Yesterday, I drove to Berkeley with Dino to pick up my bike from my sister. We ate at a "hipster"(as she would call it) pizza place which was good. The salad wasn't that great though...lol after the pizza, my sister recommended an icecream place which she said has the best icecream she's ever had. And It's true! I had the best mano icecream ever!!! The cone was also delish.

ass ass ass

"I like fucking ass! Ain’t nothin’ like the butthole. The ass is a delicacy, goddamn it. I’d put hot sauce on it. You got to be willing to do anything to please your woman, to satisfy her. I didn’t invent it. You think I was the first one to think of having anal sex with a girl? Hell, no. I’m quite sure Adam fuckked Eve in the ass. In the Garden of Eden he tore her ass up."

- Tracy Morgan

this made me giggle when i read it on perezhilton...hahahahah

Can't wait for tomorrow....gonna bart up to berk

Schwinn

This is the best birthday present ever!!! My sister got such a good deal on the bike... She didn't even have to look for it...it just came to her (literally). It was meant to be... check out the new bike. single speed.

Love,
Jenny

SaltBreakers

I' ve been going to the library a lot lately and quite frankly, I love it! I went to Noble library today and decided....that it's time to pay for that book fine. Well, I lost the fucking book...so I had to pay for it. Ended up to be 20 bucks =/ but it's ok...the book fine was surprisingly from 2005. Lol? They were like..."What took you so long?" and I just chuckled. Kinda awkward...but I wanted to check out look around for some books but I just thought, hey...I have books at home I need to finish. So I checked out some movies. I rented The Office-Disc 1, Laws of Attraction (looks like a good movie), and Marley and Me. I also browsed around the CD section....didn't really look for anything in particular but felt the need to listen to something out of the ordinary. A wierd blue glaze cd cover caught my eye. I've never heard of her before...Laura Viers. The song titles...I imagined them to be quite soothing. Especially song #2 "Ocean Night Song" so I checked it out...and it turns out that the CD is better than I expected. I love it.

I didn't stay that long at the library. Eda and Andrew were at Dino's so I decided just to go over and chill. The one time that I don't call before I come over...I should've! Lol. While I was on my way to suprise Dino that I was outside his house....he was on his way to the Library to suprise me...which made things completely awkward when I called him. He was like "where are you?" and I'm like..."Not at the library...tehehehehehehehee" and then he said "i'm at the library" and i'm like wtf i'm at your house. so yeah...kinda awkward. So I just drove back the library and got some stuff done with his help. I got a lot done at the library today which I'm glad. I have a major project due this Friday! I hope I can finish on time =(

I also went to Hello Desserts today. I think I can honestly say that I'm sick of Yogurt. I eat that shit like every goddamn week like twice a week. Ugh.......

Love,
Jenny

My weekend

So the party my dad ended up throwing for me friday night(which mostly consist of his Asian friends) turned out to be alright. It was just as I expected...whole pig on my table, loud obnoxious Vietnamese karaoke music, awkward kids on crack running around...A few of my friends also came over too, we all just chilled in my living room...very eagered to gamble (or actually, it was just me and Aaron) lol...the award for most awkward gift goes to....AARON + LYLY....omg...thanks for the the male action figure that jacks off when you twist the button on it's left butt cheek Thanks guys, means a lot to me -_- ... hahhahahah. My dad throwing me the party was a good thing i guess, got lots of money which means I can finally get the bike i wanted...(An...send me some pics)

+note to self...buy grip off Alfred for sister

Saturday was a marvelous day! Dino and I went to Monteray Bay! On the way there....we were suppose to arrive around 1:17 (according the GPS) but ... a highly unplanned accident happened causing the worst traffic ever....we ended up stuck in traffic for a good 40 minutes? We played fun games and had a good talk. I busted out Dino's gun app and started shooting people.....oh god...



Yeah...kinda looked like that...lol

Anyways...when we finally got to monteray bay..we explored everything and had a blast! and then before we left...we treated ourselves to a bowl of warm clam chowder..mmm lol awkward pics.



After Monterey Bay, we walked around and found some cool shops near by. Dino bought me this Elephant plush! He knows how much I love elephants....(idk why i like them...i just do)

This morning...i was having some crazy cravings....went to go eat Dim Sum at Mayflower--great mall with Dino. First time i went there without my mom....lollll It was very good though. Dino looked so overwhelmed with all the Chinese people with carts pulling up with food...HAHAHA I had a good day and a great weekend.

P.S: Sorry Steven that I couldn't make it to your house Saturday night! =(

Love,
Jenny

PMS

Warning: Tons on swearing and emotional girl stuff.

Ugh...I seriously fucking hate being on my fucking period......especially with my irregular cycle. I had my period 2 times within 3 weeks?! Like seriously....i don't remember how many times i've cried in September...and it keeps on coming!! Someone could just ask me "Jenny, how are you doing?" and then right then and there...my eyes start watering up--my lips start shiverin up a bit and then tears start coming down and i seriously don't know im crying. I just wanna force myself to stop crying over nothing but i can't help myself....i'm a girl on her period!!!

My dad made me so fucking mad earlier....I'm gonna skip all the other stupid/dumb shit he said and skip to the worst. Earlier in the car...my dad asked me why i cried last night and i was like oh cause someone didn't tell me happy birthday....and he was like "who cares?? why are you crying for? I don't want you going over to their house anymore because you get too close to them and then you start to like them and then they don't tell you happy birthday and you start crying." and i was like wtf??? I don't like that person and shit....fucking made me mad and shit!!!! and then he's like "the parents are gonna laugh at you because they know your mom was a woman that left her family and went around sleeping with guys. They're gonna think your gonna grow up and start sleeping around with guys and be a bad girl that cares nothing but money and sleeping around with guys...JUST LIKE YOUR MOM."

I SERIOUSLY WANT TO FUCKING PUNCH HIM RIGHT THEN AND THERE. HE NEVER THINKS ABOUT WHAT HE SAYS. ALWAYS CARES ABOUT WHAT HE THINKS. I'M FUCKING HUMAN TOO. AND I HAVE FEELINGS. Everytime he talks about my mom...i seriously want to fucking punch him in the fucking face because he has no idea how that shit hurts me. FUCK (and great.....i'm crying again....what joy) fml......stop laughing at me an...lol

Love,
Jenny

TRIANGLE

Afterschool, I went to Dino's because Alfred was over there playing NHL. So I just came over there to hang out and stuff. I turned on the webcam pic/vid thing ...decided to make a video of random ass shit. Started dancing and stuff with dino and alfred in the background...then all of a sudden...while i'm in the middle of doing some triangle shit....my right elbow knocks over a cup and alfred catches it with his quick reflex!!!! it was amazing...then we rewatched the video...and it was HILARIOUS. we edited it to make it to when the incident happened......Dino's face was so funny and check out alfred in the background...LOL!!!!!!!

Love,

Jenny

Happy Birthday

to me! (=

I'm fucking 18!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love,
Jenny

You deserved it!

I don't exactly know what happened but...I don't feel sorry for you. You deserved it for always being so stupid.

Love,
Jenny

Good weekend

My first weekend having a car =)

I found myself resembling my neighbor David a bit. I mean, I have to admit...my car is quite a cutie. I like to stand outside and just stare at my car for a good 5 minutes....I love it.

Saturday started off hectic. I had a bunch of things to do....laundry, tape my ceiling so I can get ready to paint it...go to frys and buy my renter a webcam for her(idk who she be webcamin) and then wash my car. I decided to wash my car first.....then Dino called and was like "hey..what are you doin" like i'm thinking he's at home and then he pops out of nowhere and he suprised me with the cutest elephant stuffed animal ever!!!! and it was hot...i did not look cute what so ever and i don't recall myself wearing a bra?? or maybe i was but that's not important....and then he asked me to be his girlfriend and i was like =O! I said no though

LOL, just kidding. I'm the happiest girl ever! He's wonderful!

Then sunday, I woke up at 7:00am with my dad and we started painting my room...If i can name the color...it would be....sea blue! my room looks so nice now...not plain white! I'm getting a headache sitting in here though, it is quite intoxicating. "LOSING BRAIN CELLS" lol..

Love,
Jenny

spider/room/car/sister

Went up to Oakland last night cause my sister was sick. My dad had to drop off some medication for her. we stayed for about a good 30 min. I was just playing with her cat...

The flash made it looked drugged out

my dad with the cat.

When I got home, i saw a spider up on my ceiling....didn't want to ask my renter to kill it because i've called her over for help many times! so....what's the one thing i do in a time of crisis? I called David...lol called him around 10 at night? he just ran over, "IS THIS ALL I'M GOOD FOR?" killed it. and left. lol!!!!! i even took a picture cause it was funny. "If this spider falls on my head, your dead" ahahahahahA

HahToday, my dad and I went to a paintshop and picked out a color for my room..or actually, i picked it out with his help on choosing. I'm painting it a light green prop this weekend.

Oh, and on top of that...I got a car today =)

Love,

Jenny

just because

Just when I thought I was having a bad day....

I had a long day at school. I planned on going to the Noble Library when I got home but realized I didn't have a bike lock. So getting ready for the library was pointless. I was very lazy to go to the gym but didn't want to miss another day. After a long day of awkward tension and having a slight high rising argument...I ended up having a good day. Better than good actually, great.

I was playing some online poker...about to lose. Dino called, I told him I was about to lose and that I'm going all in. He told me that if I win I get a surprise! and then I actually won! So I asked, "What's my surprise?" and then he told me to go outside! He was outside my window with my favorite Popsicle and my favorite candy! So sweet of him =)! I just wanted to share my happiness on here....lol

Love,
Jenny

pimple

What's worse than having a pimple on your nose?

Having two.

Love,
Jenny

Date Night

I'm a happy girl =)

I just spent a great night with Dino. We had a great dinner at Sonoma Chicken Coop in downtown. My seafood pasta tasted very plain and I wasn't that fond about it but, our funny chat made up for it. After dinner, we went to Century Theatres where he treated me to a movie "500 Days of Summer" So many people recommended this movie to me and said it was really good! Dino also enjoyed it (actually, probably more than me)

I'm excited for tomorrow! Flash Mob tomorrow in Santana Row & Santa Clara Art & Wine Festival! (=

Love,
Jenny

this made me laugh...

books

I have so many unfinished books. I buy books or I check out books from the library but I don't bother to finish reading them. Today, instead of stuffing my face onto facebook, reading boring tweets, or wasting my time reading some not-so-interesting yahoo features...I'm actually going to read. I'll try finish reading a book that I started but haven't got to or procrastinated on finishing. =)

Love,
Jenny

let the truth come out

I feel like a rock has been removed from my chest. I had this heavy rock carrying me down for the past couple months that left me being nothing but a bunch of horrid lies. I'm glad the truth came out as it did tonight. I can't express how much better I feel that I finally told someone

....and out of everyone I could have told, I'm glad it was you.

Love,
Jenny

Sick of Sushi

After school today, I had an amazing lunch with Alfred and Jimmy T at the Sushi Factory. Alfred & jimmy got the 25$ all you can eat buffet. I got myself a delicious bento box and also stole a little bit of their sushi! Eating all the sushi and my food left me feeling bloated and sleepy. Alfred and Jimmy ordered hella!!! They struggled and forced themselves to eat every last sushi piece because they charge you if you waste. I couldn't stand the look of sushi after that....

Alfred & Jimmy ordered to huge plates of the picture on top!!



Yeah.....they got their moneys worth.....lmao!

Dino stopped by my house after, we just talked and hung out! I feel so giddy around him...and I'm not afraid to show it! (= We went to go workout again that night. So as I waited for my dad to pick me up, he told me he drove to the store real quick to get some dinner. When i got in the car....I almost puked when he told me he bought....SUSHI....like omfg i wanted to kill myself...........so at the dinner table.....i was eating slowly because that was the only thing to eat I had to eat, it was so disgusting. =(

Love,
Jenny

poke my face

This morning, my dad went in my room and saw the money on the table. He was like where did all that money come from? Cause he knows i'm broke like owen wilson's nose. and then I was like heheheheheh poker? Then he counted it and was like 110.....You won all this??? and i was like yeah all smiling. Then he yelled at me! (which i expected him to do) and yeah lol I'm going to listen to him! and not play poker anymore. unless it's on the computer lolllll Yay for winning. But boo, for making my dad angry for a bit!

9/11 was yesterday. My teacher brought in the original newspaper the day after; Sept. 12...it was really interesting. It had all the faces of everyone that died in 9/11. Front and back and each picture was the size of my pinky nail.

Love,
Jenny

I don't like monster energy drinks!

I just finished playing The Sims at Dino's house! The Sims is the shit!

Poker night at Jimmy's with a real poker table....muahahahhahaha yee

i love my dad

I got a haircut today and i know that anyone that sees my hair would just say i look more asian...kinda fobby. LOL but i like it!

My dad found my little gap party invite from a couple weeks ago and got really excited because I apparently look like his little sister in Vietnam....and in his opinion, I really do! Lol....and then at the end he said "here's your ticket back"....lol i guess =)

I forgot to say that the funniest thing happened when eating sushi with my dad and sister!!! My dad saw my sisters bike tattoo on her wrist and was like "is that a tattoo? or a stamp?" and then my sister was like looking at me and just smiling and stuffff...she said "what do you think it is?' to my dad" and my dad rubbed the tattoo with his hand ..HAhaha and was like "i think its a stamp"

i love my dad!!! hahahahah

Love,
Jenny

sushi.workingout.apps

I am maintaining a workout at Fitness 19 every mon, wed, and fri...it feels great! Gotta work on my belly though...=/ I am tired of my dad poking at it and calling me fat (which i know i'm not...i only weigh 104) lolllll


had some delish sushi with my dad and sister. same place i went to last time with my dad. we got a lot of sushi for cheap! I love it how my dad gets the hookups. muhaha

my sister and dad, his birthday is coming up...hehe


the delish sushi.....my dad's friend gave us a lot more than this! I love raw fish/sushi!

It sucks having to fill out applications again, havn't filled one out in so long! Atleast I have some real experience this time...which is great.

I just came back from clucku's (smokeeaters) with some friends...it was quite divine! =) I got my dad some Atomic chicken...he thought it was too sour and hot at the same time...lol my dad is quite funny!

thinking

my mind is in a cluster of thoughts.

Love,
Jenny

hot hot hotness

MUY CALIENTE!!

i never realized how much fun working out at the gym can be because i never tried it. Good thing I have Dino as my workout partner! =)

I tend to find myself trapped in a bubble of some sort. I wish I can be more open and tell people what's really going on in my life. I wouldn't want people to think different of me though..sometimes I just tend to doze off thinking about events that happened in the past and it makes me think and sometimes tear up. I guess I can say that I don't have any regrets because everything that has happened made me who I am today.

Friday, I plan on going to school then go job hunting. It's september and the holidays are slowly coming up which means more places need more workers! Man, I need a job. Kinda sucks not working at GAP anymore but it's all good. That place was hell anyways. Fuck you Rosalyn! (suck my pussy) Anyways... then Poker night at davids after. Don't really feel like wasting my money.

It's a new month and my goals for September: Get a job & Blog more. I'm turning 18 on September 30th....damn! Clubbing? party? Clubbing party? lol...I'm excited but don't want to expect too much because everytime I do expect too much something dumb always ruins it.
Hopefully Saturday goes through. Plan on going to SF with Dino.

My dad sent me some pics of my Half brother in vietnam. He looks like my sister when she was a baby. Hella fat but hella cute. Lol! hmm, i wanna play some poker...

Love,
Jenny

Expect The Unexpected.

my sisters tats




I hate how I can't really say what I want on my blog. I wish I could. Let's just say, this summer turned out to be amazing and totally unexpected. "Live for the moment, not for the future"


Love,
Jenny

Sunkist

I'm in a very bloggish mood right now.

Before clocking in my manager goes "jenny your staying here till 11" when i was originally scheduled for a pathetic 3 hours, 3-6! I mean, I could've and should've denied it but you know, I want to make more money to save up for that bike! The first half of work was horrible! I was tired, hungry...and since I was planning to work for a mere 3 hours, I wore flats! -_-But during my lunch, my dad swinged by and he bought me subway. I had to drop him home but since I had like 30 minutes left, I stopped by dino's and hung out with Andrew & Alfred for a bit! UFC? Lol. I'm so happy I have direct deposit now. Save me so much time and energy going to the bank.

me on my break....i'm in love with sunkist! :)

Right now, I stop a gigantic spider in my room!!! Usually, I would be a pussy and wake up my dad but right now, I have febreeze in my right hand and I am about to go on a intense spraying spree. hehe

Love,
Jenny!

P.S: RIP Spider

Dream bike

my sister decided that instead of buying an overpriced bike...we're going to build my very own dream bike! which for me, is very exciting! Time to start saving...
Lately, I've been doing some very good deeds around the house, helping my dad out with stuff. Been driving him to work and picking him up everyday this week cause i had work.

after a long 2 weeks--finally got my door back!

I can't wait for New York on Aug. 21st!

I don't understand why you still manage to talk shit, grow up woman!

Love,
Jenny

I am going to New York in 3 weeks!! :)

Christians party

Party last night at Christians was pretty fun! Played beer pong for the first time and won :) beginners luck...

Love,
Jenny

???

By the week, my dad gets more strict. Do I blame him? No. Is it my fault? Partly. It's summer, I want to have a kickback-stressfree summer. But hey, what can I say? I had a kickback/stressfree school year. Hm, I don't know what to do. He can't just keep me locked up in my house forever. Maybe I'm wrong in this subject. Maybe I'm right? Who knows......

Love,
Jenny.

Thursdayy

woke up today and went biking again...in dire need of a new bike!! It was wierd how david was at work but yet we were all still hanging out at his place. jimmy was just workin on his car while i did some more biking and just chilled with everyone. listened to andrew play with the guitar..

later that night went to benihana for my moms birthday dinner....the chef was mexican at a japanese restaurant...strange. but he was really cute!

My mom kept offering my sister a mohito....and the workers kept asking to see my sisters id but my mom kept saying that it was for her...lol! the drink was sooo strong, i think my sister got a bit tipsy too. my mom kept pressuring her to drink it, pouring it into tea cups and shit! lollll


got home later than expected...so much for the whole swimmin plans.

Love,
Jenny

ibike

I find that when I bike, I can easily escape the complications of life.


Love,
Jenny

Harry Potter!

went to the Harry Potter midnight premiere last night at great mall. james and i waited in line since 8 doing sodoku puzzles and also talking to our friend that was also in the line next to us. He waited there since 5!!! Holyshit...so we just kind've cut in line next to him...hehehe and then more people came; samantha, nake, dino, david, katie....we got in the theatre at 10 and waited another 2 hours! hmmm, worth it? I'd say...yes. The movie was amazeballs and hilarious =) Went home around 3.

Love,
Jenny

I wish...

I had my camera! I can't believe I lost it....
=(

JUST

BE HAPPY
AND HAVE
FUN.

Love,
Jenny :)

classy and respectable party

Went to my friend Jordan's 20th birthday party yesterday...lol It was really fun even though everyone there was like 20 and up...I came 2 hours after it started because i had work and had to stop by target..but i came at a good time. The food was good. Met some new people
that already, I forgot their names...lol. It was cool having my sister there too lol.





my sister did a performace too....so funny.......

i'm getting really bad cramps right now....

Love,
Jenny

wangan'

Went to the park yesterday because I felt like it...and then everyone else joined along too. Was a bit tired of going to peoples houses sitting around playing cards. I rathered get some fresh air, attempt to climb some trees, swing on the swings, do some crazy flips on the grass or something which I did...going to the park was great.

Hung out with Alfred & Dino recently. Alfred drove us up to the hills to check out the city for a bit. It was so pretty! =) After, we decided to cruise around....we ended up getting lost and somehow landed in Sunnyvale/Cupertino. lollllllll crazy. Eventually found our way back...that was a fun night. I'm still waiting on the that perfect day to go fishing with you guys!

I just came back from Aarons--pokernight. I think i did pretty good. Lasted longer than most people...until my dad called and was like "It's 12:15...you better be home by 12:30 or I'm going to lock the door and you won't be able to get in!" Ohwell, can't get mad at him because I've been going out a lot, I don't even remember the last time I sat down to eat with him for dinner. =/ So Alfred gave me a ride home...and I don't even think my dad realizes I'm home.


PS: Hey, never realized how cute you were.

Love,
Jenny

More Graduations....

Before Piedmont's Graduation at Lyly's:

Happy Birthday Alfred

After the ceremony was donez:

Stefani

David!

A little homo...

My neighbors

Katie Chau

Joeseph & Vinh Dinh!

Kevin Nguyen!

Lyly

BFFN

Then earlier today....woke up Jason we both went to James Logan's graduation.

Whuhhda cute balloon.

About to go work....then tonight, hit up those parties.

Love,
Jenny