Goodbye Past, Hello Future

The most anticipated day for the past month, weeks, days finally came. Saturday was a hectic day. Started off waking up, and driving my dad once again to work. Went back home, put on a simple brown dress and drove to Ed Levin Park up in calaveras for Michelle's 20th bday bbq! ...Now I know why all the car heads go up their...the roads are fucking intense and having no reception didn't help either! Especially since I got lost and drove past a renaissance festival. I was amazed that those actually exist! I ended up eventually finding the bbq after driving home and calling a few people. The bbq was amazingly brilliant expect the fact that I had to go home early. Hey, I had to get ready for prom you know! I drove home after picking up James and picking up the boutinnere. We chilled at my house for a bit then Jimmy Trinh came over. The 2 boys ended up outside watching Oceans eleven playing cards while I got ready! Let me just skip to the chase and leave all the boring shit out. Jimmy's date, Kelly finally came over. So after finishing, my sister came home and we just started taking pictures. =)

Then my sister HAD to invite some of her friends over...lol, i didn't mine! They were all so nice!

Claim Jumpers was really good. James and I shared a meal because I was already full from the bbq earlier. Prom was overall really fun. It was so hot in there though. The DJ, in my opinion was ok. He played some wierd songs...like...How can you play Jackson five ABC123 after Tell me when to go? Like it just doesn't go with the flow. Anyways. The after prom plans we originally had didn't go through so James and Jimmy came over to my place. We were effin' bored out of our mines waiting for Alvin. He ended up coming over and we were like EFIT. Let's go to Kathy's hotel and we all went in Alvin's little scion to Kathy's hotel thing. I dranks ofcourse and ended up feeling warm in my tummy! (if you know what i means.) I was just hella messing around with Jamie in the room...goodtimes Jamie!

Everyone else was outside of the room. Plus, we were watching over Kathy! That girl hella knows how to party. hahah =) lol anyways

I wonder if I forgot to mention anything?

Let's travel to Sunday. Mother's day! Had breakfast with my mom then after went home. Hella needed a ride to work, so I ended up calling Jason! So nice that he could give me a ride...didn't want to take the lightrail. Work was ok, everyone was asking about prom and good thing I brought my camera so I could just show them the pics. After work, met up with Jason at starbucks and we just chilled and talked while I ate my Tuna sandwhich. I think I have a new favorite drink at starbucks....it's whatever Jason had...it was AMAZING. jizz in my pants amazing. (sorry, had to say that because it was THAT good). Uhm yeah, we just talked about life and shit and he just drove me home!

So back to reality: A lot has been on my mind. I feel lost at times and just totally not myself. All I want, is to be happy. and if i'm not happy, i can be the most depressed person you will ever meet.