Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Hot Chocolate

I had some amazing hot coca today at West Valley College. I have not yet decided either to go to Deanza or Mission College. I need to decide fast though. But what I have decided on? Majoring in Psychology (basically investigating and understanding the human mind).

Love,
Jenny

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Weekend Update


FRIDAY:

Friday went by pretty fast. I was more stoked for the night. While waiting for Alvin to come pick me up in his really compact car. David and I were being really stupid and being hella funny with pillows!...I kept laughing so hard... I went to Valleyfair with Camille, Alvin, James, and myself. (Double Date) We walked around Valleyfair not knowing what the hell we were doing there. Apparently Alvin wanted to get a tux there? After 5 minutes of discussing what we should do, we decided to go to Pinkberry. After telling him no many times that I didn't want anything nor did I want him to pay for me. We decided to just share one. =) I'd say it's worth it to drive all the way to Santana Row just to get some Pinkberry yogurt. Now I understand why Katie is so into it. It was pretty chill just sitting in santana row on the beautiful cum stained benches that had splashes of bird poop on it...very relaxing. After Pinkberry, we went to Greatmall and ended up going to Tapioca after (while Aaron was waiting in his car with Dino infront of my house). We dropped Camille home after then drove to my house. Aaron wanted to play poker so, poker it was! It was so hilarious. Aaron ended up winning the pot which was like 15 bucks? After our typical poker and me being the dealer. They started playing blind man poker...I don't know how it works but it was really funny...and looked like this:


(Don't ask) Everyone stayed until 1 or so in the morning. David came over just to watch tv...lol

SATURDAY:

Woke up around 11 to go on a triple date. It was David Katie, Aaron Lyly, and James myself. We went to Pepper Lunch near Quickly's in Mcarthy Rance. That place was really good. Hopefully my sister comes home this weekend so we can eat there! Plus it was cheap. But i didn't pay =X
Thanks James again =)! Anyways, I was the only one that had to work after at 3...so everyone just went to Greatmall for a bit before I went to work. Work was not as amazing as it should be. I was an Indian's personal shopper for a moment and saw a really unattractive hairy belly at one point during work....argh, don't ask. It was pretty crazy during the time I worked, lot's of clothes in the fitting room so I had to help out. It was us girls in the fitting room talking about Life and little Gap Dramaz. I love my coworkers. <3 That night, I went over to David's the moment I got home. Another poker night once again but I didn't play this time. I was just fooling around, starving as usual and was sitting next to James the whole time. Good luck charm? Nope...lol I need to make more wishes ;)

SUNDAY:

I dread driving my dad to work, such a pain. I depise driving around Story road because of all ghetto road bumps, lumps, potholes, and the damn pedestrians at every stoplight! I feel like I have been working so much lately. I need the money though, for prom and to save up for a car. *cross fingers. =) Work was really slow today, Time just wouldn't get by as it did on Saturday. I was just walking around the Womans section and basically folding the already folded clothes. I had put an item on hold but totally left it there and forgot to buy it. Argh, it will not be there tomorrow, I guarantee it. Once i clocked out, I was super stoked just to get out of Greatmall. I picked up my dad, stopped by a tofu place then went to a family friends house to chill for a bit. (as i thought) I stayed there for an hour, texting on my phone while watching my dad go through 3 bottles of heineken by himself. Oh why is my daddy such an alcoholic? As usual, I'm on aim right now reading Alvin's typical song/lyric quotes...tokboxing, and every so often checking my phone to see nothing new.

I'm having trouble keeping my eyes open, I didn't even want to blog but someone asked me to so here it is. I hope that person enjoys it. =) I'M GOING TO BED NOW.

Love,
Jenny

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

irritated

why do i have such a racial and materialistic mother????
shiet.

when i don't wear something nice enough for her standards she get's fucking mad?? YOU SHOULD PUT ON MORE MAKEUP, more eyeliner....more this more that.....fuck

and if i want to go hang out with a friend?? why does she have to fucking judge who i hang out with by their background?? who cares if they're fucking indian, black, white, or asian...

it's not like she tells me anything that's going on in her life anyways. always keeping shit from me, never telling me the truth. so why does she bother getting mad when i don't tell her what's going on in mine? fuck i was so pissed earlier.

FUCK. i want to punch someone in the forehead


P.S: I have a prom dress.


Love,
Jenny

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

hotness

Maybe it's this weather?

I haven't been feeling myself lately. Maybe it looks like i'm fine. but deepdown, behind that fucking smile. something has been bothering me. I can't really express how i feel, my mind has been having a mind of it's own....in a fucked up bubble you can say. Maybe this weather has been giving me a whiplash? Idk...........wtf

School was alright, idk what the mexicans there are trying to do to me though....asking me if i smoke, sending me camaflouged vagina text messages, teaching me sex slangs....finger fucking?
Lord have mercy on my soul....2 more monthes jenny.....2 more months. the only thing that sparked an interest this whole day was the documentary on the columbine high school massacre. O_O

I need to start working out, anyone down for the gym with me? =)

Love,
Jenny

Monday, April 20, 2009

deleted

i just deleted 1000 inbox msgs in my phone.
yes, my phone can hold that many texts. :)

Love,
Jenny

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Spring break

Spring break is over. I'm going to miss the poker nights, tokbox parties, and the amazing people i got to know so well over spring break.


pictures:

The zoo with my dad.

pole head

=(


First night of spring break...poker night @ my house.

(I'm getting better at poker....hehe)

LOL @ Alfred...


Alvin borrowed my camera...

PinkBerry! THIS PLACE IS AMAZING. Thanks katie for introducing it to me.


My spring break was overall...amazing.
All i need now is to find my prom dress =X

Love,
Jenny