I am...

..tired of trying.

Love,
Jenny

Funny

Something that I havn't watched in a while....
...but can always make me laugh...
ENJOY.

letting go

Sometimes I just hate how life is so complicated. How something can be so simple but can turn into a disaster in matter of seconds. I don't understand a lot of things that are going on right now. My emotions, feelings...thoughts are somewhat out of place.

I want to know what your thinking.

Nobody Knows It But Me-Babyface

Love,
Jenny.

JUNE.

This weekend was mind blowing. so many things that happened but i don't have time or the patience to explain everything. Plus, i'd probably put some people to sleep

It started off Friday when I purchased my first pair of Nudies in SF. Super Slim Kim's. I had to get them hemmed so I should get them by Monday or Tuesday. =) I've wanted them for so long!

This weekend was the first weekend...I suppose...in about 6 months that I got both Saturday and Sunday off.

Saturday: Went biking around in the morning, and at night...chilled at David's house. Twas fun'
Sunday: Took the bart up to oakland/berkeley by myself! Walked to my sister's apartment. We decided to go Bay Street which was like a more downgraded version of Santana Row. I bought a few things. Plus I bought a cute tank that I'm wearing to PHHS's last dance! wooo

Monday: Work today was really funny! I <3 my coworkers....photo of a small group of my coworkers

I've been so busy lately blogging. I'm reading 3 books right now....new moon, a michael moore book (david bought it for me for 75cents at a garage sale!) , and a poker book...=X

So lazy to blog right now!

Love,
Jenny

vent

I need a new job.
I'm so fed up about my managers. They don't give a shit about me, my coworkers or anyone. All they want, is to get those gap credit cards. All I want is to be given the respect I fucking deserve. I'm tired of standing on my feet for 4...6...8 hours and find out right when i'm about to clock out that they want me to stay an extra like 4 hours. Like, shit....I mean, I know we're fucking busy and shit but acknowledge that I have a fucking life besides work. I don't want to be glued around thsi hell hole. You guys are fucking shady as fuck. I can't stay here till fucking 11-12pm fixing shit making it look perfect when the next fucking day it's gonna get fucked up by an angry mob that are looking to get those stupidass discounts. Like holy fuck, the clothes are already cheap goddammit. I am not gonna give you no senior discount, or vietnamese discount because I'm fucking Vietnamese. Stop asking me. and since when did people get so fucking rude? ok, I do something for you because you asked and you don't even fucking say thank you. shiiiiiiiiiiiiit, irritated.
I hate how a certain manager extends me without giving me an option. they don't care that i have other plans, other things to do. if i don't stay? I won't get scheduled, my job will be on the line....people will get mad....whole shit happens. Like fuck.....I feel like my head is gonna explode out of proportion....FUCK.

"Stop complaining and do something about it" -my sister

Quick updates

-I am on my 3rd day as a Pescetarian. Harder than I thought, especially for someone who loves meat. Let's see how long I can last! =)

-My dad's friend works at "Sushi King" in McCarthy Ranch on Saturday nights. He effin' hooked us up. We ate endless sushi for free! So good..

-Last night, for the first time, I went to That's Yogurt w/ Katie, Jimmy, Alvin, Lisa, David. Sadly, Stefani was not working!


-David taught Jimmy how to drive stick last night also. He's a fast learner! (The Andrew Pose)-Man, I work too much.....sick of it...
-I am currently reading: "The Little Book of Letting Go"

Love,
Jenny