I just crowned my most embarissing moment a few minutes ago.....omfg......I'm so happy noone saw. fuck!!! HAHAHA hella embarissing.........omg

It's official!!!

I decided to get back to the gym. Starting Monday....because I know I'm probably going to gain a lot of weight with Thanksgiving tomorrow.....lol

I bought a planner!! It's super cute. I drew an elephant on it :)

Thanksgiving/Bike.

Thanksgiving is just around the corner. I can't wait because I get to see my sister who I haven't seen in such a long time. The last time she came home was....my birthday...She just got me some new toe clips for my bike which I'm excited about. The toeclips that I have right now are kinda iffy.

I need to bike more! I'm excited to bike around and explore the next day I'm off from work. I've been busy with work, school, and everything else that I had no time to bike. I'm planning on going back to the gym soon though. Maybe switch over to Fitness USA? or maybe stay at Fitness 19? I have to pay some monthly fees that I'm late on at Fitness 19 though....gotta start paying for those.

Reminder to self:

• Doctor's appointment tomorrow.
• Buy a planner.
• Pay the Fitness 19 fee--decide whether or not to go back.
• Sleep earlier.
• Plan out thanksgiving..........Black Friday work 1AM-930AM.
  

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After 2-3 months of the relationship, I called it quits.
I didn't cry. In fact, I didn't shed one single tear. I wasn't really surprised because all my tears probably went into the week of my period. Jesus Christ...I cried practically everyday...3 times a day. The reason why I thought it was best to break up was because...I couldn't deal with it anymore. I couldn't sit and suffer through the arguments we had anymore. It started off with little arguments. fixable. Then built up to a couple arguments a week. During the arguments, I don't tend to scream, yell or raise my voice which is rarely. I'm just chill. I don't like being yelled at. I shouldn't be yelled at. I shouldn't be yelled at for buying myself food because I was hungry. I shouldn't be yelled at in the afternoon if I forgot to call or text in the morning because I was running late. I don't like guys punching walls when they're angry. or guys that are too clingy. I know no ones perfect. I'm not perfect. But I don't want to be in a relationship when I know I'm not happy.

" For few love can last a lifetime, but for many not knowing when to let go can hold them back forever. "

Love,
Jenny

Dream

Last night...a confusing dream. I was in a shootout with about 5 other people in a weird scenery. cages, rain, blocks of wood...I felt like I was in one of Dino's video games. MW2? haha...just kidding. But seriously though, I was so scared in my dream...I didn't want to shoot people and I was running away from this killer that kept following me. I ended up running out of bullets and ended up hiding behind a big flock of grass. They ended up finding me and I suddenly woke up afterwords.....

Love,
Jenny

More Twilight.....

After school, I picked up Dino around 12:30 and headed to Great Mall to watch Twilight-New Moon. I would say I was a wee bit early....I guess, about 3 hours early? With all the spare time we had, we walked around, talked, ate Hot Dog on a Stick. We also went into the NEW Forever21 because Dino had to talk to his managers. Today was their first official day opened. Walking inside for the first time, I felt so overwhelmed with everything. I didn't know where to look or where to go. So I just walked around and skimmed what I could. If you think the Forever21 in Valley fair is big....wait till you see the one in Great Mall....It's about 4 times bigger! After attempting to look at everything but ending up getting a headache, I decided to just sit outside on the bench. Tomorrow morning is Forever21's OFFICIAL grand opening. They will be handing out gift cards for the first 400 people that show up. I'm still debating if I would like to go or not. I have work at 1pm and I feel like I should be sleeping in for once. But anyways, after the whole Forever 21 drama we left to go eat.

We arrived at Century Theaters about an hour early. We hung out in the arcade and played some pinball which was super fun! Outside the auditorium, there was a small line forming already. We couldn't go in until the ushers cleaned out the auditorium. When they were about to let us in which I think was around 3:30, I looked at the line behind me and it was super long already. I told Dino to hold the drink with two hands and to try to catch up with me. I held the cotton candy and the popcorn. I'm such a loser but I had to admit that I did some shoving to get good seats. Center row and middle. I already knew what to expect when watching Twilight-New Moon the day it comes out, screaming Twilight fanatics. When the lights turned off and the movie started, girls from every corner of the auditorium was applauding and screaming, "Team Jacob! Team Edward!" Especially when Jacob appeared on screen shirtless, all the girls were screaming! It was crazy madness.

Overall, the movie in my opinion is good, not great. There was too much high expectation. In my opinion, the book is much better. :)

Love,
Jenny