Relationships are messy.

Why be in a relationship if I'm unhappy? I just don't want to be attached to anyone right now. I just want to have fun, explore, and be single..

I don't need a guy right now. Whatever happens...happens but real talk....relationships are messy.

heels?

I love working at Ed Hardy, I really do. But I'm not use to working with just 6 other people. At Calvin Klein, it was easy to find someone to cover my shift, if not....I call out. Easy. But at EH, if i call out....it would look bad on my part because I just started working there. It's so complicating and such a hassle to try to find someone to cover my shift. There are only 3 people not working tomorrow. 2 of them...have 2nd jobs and are working at their other place tomorrow and the 3rd chick...she's new and doesn't even start till Saturday so I'm screwed.
On top of everything...I have to wear heels tomorrow....HEELS. I do not do good in heels, I stumble and walk as if I'm in pain (which i really will be in pain).

Today I weighed myself....104.6
not good.

Love,
Jenny

I think...work is great? I'm not sure...
Standing around texting people while im working....i guess thats cool. noone really comes in the store because all the shit is so expensive.....but the music is great...coworkers and managers are so chill...just wish i worked with someone my age....guh

I think I might have to change the way I dress?

i hope you're ok

worst night of my life...i hate driving. =/

Love,
Jenny