PMS

Warning: Tons on swearing and emotional girl stuff.

Ugh...I seriously fucking hate being on my fucking period......especially with my irregular cycle. I had my period 2 times within 3 weeks?! Like seriously....i don't remember how many times i've cried in September...and it keeps on coming!! Someone could just ask me "Jenny, how are you doing?" and then right then and there...my eyes start watering up--my lips start shiverin up a bit and then tears start coming down and i seriously don't know im crying. I just wanna force myself to stop crying over nothing but i can't help myself....i'm a girl on her period!!!

My dad made me so fucking mad earlier....I'm gonna skip all the other stupid/dumb shit he said and skip to the worst. Earlier in the car...my dad asked me why i cried last night and i was like oh cause someone didn't tell me happy birthday....and he was like "who cares?? why are you crying for? I don't want you going over to their house anymore because you get too close to them and then you start to like them and then they don't tell you happy birthday and you start crying." and i was like wtf??? I don't like that person and shit....fucking made me mad and shit!!!! and then he's like "the parents are gonna laugh at you because they know your mom was a woman that left her family and went around sleeping with guys. They're gonna think your gonna grow up and start sleeping around with guys and be a bad girl that cares nothing but money and sleeping around with guys...JUST LIKE YOUR MOM."

I SERIOUSLY WANT TO FUCKING PUNCH HIM RIGHT THEN AND THERE. HE NEVER THINKS ABOUT WHAT HE SAYS. ALWAYS CARES ABOUT WHAT HE THINKS. I'M FUCKING HUMAN TOO. AND I HAVE FEELINGS. Everytime he talks about my mom...i seriously want to fucking punch him in the fucking face because he has no idea how that shit hurts me. FUCK (and great.....i'm crying again....what joy) fml......stop laughing at me an...lol

Love,
Jenny