I hate how

I know for a fact that my mom has a boyfriend and yet, she still lies to me and tries to bottle everything up. I'm not stupid. Every time I go see her, she's always on the phone with her so called "close" friend. If the person is such a "close" friend, I wonder why you can never tell me their name? I hate how she always tries to be so secretive when it's obvious...SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND. When I ask her she says she doesn't have one. UHHHH....I even saw pictures of her and some old guy together holding hands. Business trips to LA? That's bullshit. Don't tell me you're taking trips to LA when you label your pictures "LA TRIP 12/14/09" I hope she enjoyed that fancy dinner next to the beach. My mom never tells me shit so why should she expect me to do the same? If I stopped working at Calvin Klein, what makes her think I'm going to tell her? What makes her think I'm going to tell her anything that's going on in my life when she doesn't tell me shit about hers? The only thing she tells me is that her shitty Asian store is doing fine. She shouldn't call my phone nonstop asking if I left my job. Well, isn't if obvious when I told her the day before I was job hunting?

If she ever questions why I always keep shit to myself and hides shit from her.... where does she think I learned that shit from? She fucking cheated on my dad for quite some time thinking I wouldn't find out.

Endrant.

Love,
Jenny