Harder Than I Thought

I've imagined myself bringing my little brother to the park, reading to him and such...but the first on the list that I need to do......MAKE HIM LIKE ME. Everytime my dad or myself try to hold him....he cries cries cries.....this is not going as I planned!!!!!

Love,
Jenny

ARRIVAL TIME

I had a very long Thursday with my dad...we ran errands from 9AM to about 2PM. My dad tricked me saying that we would eat Dim Sum first on our list of errands. But we ended up going to the Flea Market first...and well, since Orchard Supply was around the corner and it's right next door to the supermarket...yeah, didn't eat till 1. I was grumpy and moody...

I saw this on a flea market truck...looks pretty cool

My dad with the new hat he bought!

My sister and her Nikon

My dad was complaining he's losing his hair...so my sister was putting of her hair on his...LL

Me and my dad


My sister and I has anticipated my little brothers arrival to America for quite some time now. After waiting for countless months and being tricked near every arrival date that he's actually going to come next month or in few months...he's finally here! I'm not sure I'm ready to be a role model or to be...the best sister....I'll try though. I plan on reading to him, taking to the park, and doing all the fun stuff (without the diapers...)


Meet Jordan or Bean...

Love,
Jenny

I hate how

I know for a fact that my mom has a boyfriend and yet, she still lies to me and tries to bottle everything up. I'm not stupid. Every time I go see her, she's always on the phone with her so called "close" friend. If the person is such a "close" friend, I wonder why you can never tell me their name? I hate how she always tries to be so secretive when it's obvious...SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND. When I ask her she says she doesn't have one. UHHHH....I even saw pictures of her and some old guy together holding hands. Business trips to LA? That's bullshit. Don't tell me you're taking trips to LA when you label your pictures "LA TRIP 12/14/09" I hope she enjoyed that fancy dinner next to the beach. My mom never tells me shit so why should she expect me to do the same? If I stopped working at Calvin Klein, what makes her think I'm going to tell her? What makes her think I'm going to tell her anything that's going on in my life when she doesn't tell me shit about hers? The only thing she tells me is that her shitty Asian store is doing fine. She shouldn't call my phone nonstop asking if I left my job. Well, isn't if obvious when I told her the day before I was job hunting?

If she ever questions why I always keep shit to myself and hides shit from her.... where does she think I learned that shit from? She fucking cheated on my dad for quite some time thinking I wouldn't find out.

Endrant.

Love,
Jenny

What do I want in a guy?

When guys ask me what I look for in a guy I usually tell them that I'm looking for a gentlemen, someone respectful, funny, mysterious...a bit of a bad boy....i dont know...

I always come up with these different answers and everytime I start dating someone...all that shit that i said goes out the window. What do I want in a guy? I don't even know what I want...I want a nice guy but not too nice that he's too clingy. I'm sure to hell know what I don't want though.. I don't want a guy that's a hypocrite, a guy that will blackmail me to get his 15 bucksback, a guy that thinks he can kick any guys ass, a guy that spends his time at home, and probably a guy thats asian...



HILARIOUS and yet, TRUE

Love,
Jenny

Starting Over

Since I no longer work at Calvin Klein, I plan on finding a new job. A better job. I wanted to branch outside of the retail world and find a job that's more professional. I've been applying for more office/receptionist jobs that I've found online. As I wait for their response (which I doubt I'll get because of my lack of office experience) I'll be applying for better retail jobs. I've only applied to one other place in the Great Mall which is Neiman Marcus but I have not heard anything from them yet. Other than NM, Goodbye Great Mall. :)

Todays Goal: Meet 5 managers at 5 stores in Valley fair. Dress to Impress.

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Easter Sunday

My Easter was fun while it lasted. I spent my afternoon driving with Cruz to his aunts house in Newman, Ca. About an 1hr 40min drive, depending on traffic/weather conditions. As we arrived, I was greeted by little kids holding Easter baskets. I've met them before but I couldn't remember their names. A few of them remember me from one of the family parties I went to in January earlier in the year. They called me "Junie or/and Jenna." Close enough..The short time I spent there, I stuffed colorful plastic eggs with candies and sweets. The movie "Up" was playing and as I was watching the beginning I teared up...Why am I so sensitive? I was the only Asian there so I was introduced to very different types of food. Everyone was very friendly and sweet to me and offered me lots of food. Everything was very delicious that I even wanted seconds but I had to go home. As I was about to leave, I packed myself a bag of ziplock bag of candy filled with Wonka Nerds, Warheads, and tootsie pops. I left before dessert and the Easter Egg Hunt which sucked but I had to do what I had to do.

Sad to say but one of the side windows of my sisters car was broken into yesterday. I didn't know she was at my house but she drove home from San Francisco with poorly tapped coverage of the window. I had to give her my car so she could go back home. I feel kind of bad because I was acting a bit selfish telling her through text that I was fucking pissed. I mean, it was Easter! I didn't want to leave the party! And then having to drive home after only spending a mere hour or 2 there sucked. I just wonder if she would have done the same for me if I was in trouble like that. Like...would she drive home from SF to let me use her car? Who knows. It's whatever now, the car is being fixed and I'm driving my dads car for today!

Love,
Jenny